mason

So I have this new bunny named mason. He's pretty cute and likes to cuddle. He's coming to school with me and I'm excited to have him. I went to my camp this weekend with my family and it was nice, and surprisingly relaxing. Here are some pictures of bun bun and times at camp.

Not in the mood...

So basically I am extremely annoyed to have to go to my camp this weekend. I think that I am just complaining right now because I am extremely exhausted and I really just need sleep. My dad informed me that we will be taking seperate vehicles so this means I need to drive for 2.5 hours in my current state...that's such a good idea? I am also bummed to be going this weekend because I just adopted mason and I love playing with him and I feel bad for handing him over to someone else for the weekend. In other news...3 weeks until I move!!! I am so excited. I just need a change of scenery. Even though I'm moving to an extremely familiar area, at least I'll be in a new apartment and get to just hang out with some friends I haven't seen enough of this summer. I really need to wake myself up. Blah. Driving to school never makes me like this even if i'm extremely tired i guess just because i really am always anxious to go back to school. Driving to my camp in the middle of nowhere though is a less than satisfying thought. Oh well no rock n roll sushi tonight pheebz sorry : ( Next weekend though maybe...please?

I need:
a table
chairs
a playpen
toys for bunbun
bar stools
miscellaneous houshold items

Lets hope im able to get these things relatviely soon. It's weird to think about packing up to go back to school again when it just seemed like not so long ago that I did this. Moving is a pain but I'm actually looking forward to this move-in obviously!

jeez

So right now I am babysitting (well using their laptop to lurk the internet while the two boys watch tv and the baby is asleep). I feel oddly discontent right now, but this is a familiar feeling. I feel like I'm losing drive in certain areas and it's sad. I wish I could enjoy every second of summer and just play off of everything even if whatever is happening bores me to tears or is just lame. I feel like I could be doing so, but it's hard to when I just want to be somewhere else. It's funny how people make such short spans of time so completely unbearable. I could just be making the best of things, but I can't get certain thoughts off my mind. I worry too much, I stress out about the worst things, and I just can't stand taking things one day at a time. It worries me when things aren't definite. This is going to drive me completely crazy when I'm done with school and am "ready" to take on the world. I strive for reassurance and will pester people to get it. With school, my jobs (current and past), my friends, and even family. Why can't I chill out? I envy people that can just say screw it and let things be. This is a time where I should be my happiest. Great things have happened this summer alone and I just need to focus on these happenings and just make the best out of right now.

july continued...

Tonight I went to watch fireworks in Freeport with my aunts, mother, and younger cousin. They were all right but I always prefer fireworks to be shot together and not always one at a time. Anyway here are some more pictures from today...

july

So I have taken about a gazillion pictures in the past three days. It's been fun hanging out with my baby cousins, seeing family, and laying low but now I'm kind of in the mood just to be around friends. Oh hey guess what? None of them are around right now. Sooo bored. I guess ideally this would be a good time to post pictures since I have no one to see or no where to be.





Have to go. More later.

The Real Start of Summer

So, officially, I feel as though summer has begun. The weather, the outdoor activities, the daily urges to go to the beach or any body of water to cool down, and sadly enough the boredom. In recent discussion the memories of just being a kid during summer came up. I remember when just being able to wake up and go play games outside meant everything to me. It's amazing how such simplicity can entertain a child for hours on end. This summer has kicked off with flipping burgers and, if I must be honest, numerous wastes of gas. I still enjoy simple things like bike rides with friends, barbeques, and trips to the lighthouse, but now it just doesn't seem like enough. Hopefully some excitement will come about sooner rather than later, or maybe we'll have to stick with simple for the summer. I haven't taken many photos so far this summer but here are just a few from the past couple of weeks.

May is finally ending...

I have been done with school since the 8th and I cannot wait for May to be over. Summer doesn't seem quite here yet. Phoebe comes home this weekend I think and I cannot be happier. I can't wait to see everyone I need to see. So far being home has been extremely uneventful. I work a less than satisfying job, I do the same things every week, and I'm just bored to tears. I haven't really done anything fun lately or taken any pictures which makes me sad. Hopefully this summer will be full of fun times and never ending photo ops. I did however, take pictures for my sister's prom as well as her rugby championships. I guess I'll post the best of the series and hope things get exciting over the next few weeks.

Now rugby! Her team played in the U-19 New England's tournament and won!